Am thinking about my future so much and I have no idea why but first I need to do better at school so I could have a good job because I don't want to end up in a restaurant and I plan on being a anesthesiologist but the problem is that I hate school so much so that could affect my grades
If you want to be an anesthesiologist just for the money, you're not going to be one. You need to be passionate about it and you have to be willing to let nothing come in your way from becoming one. Nobody truly enjoys school, but people with good grades care about their futures and are willing to put in hard work and effort anyway. I hate school, but I'm in a scholars program with advanced classes and sometimes I want to give up (but I don't because I really really really want to be a doctor). So if you really want to be an anesthesiologist like you said, don't let your negative viewpoint on school affect you! Now if you want your grades to be good, you need to pay attention in class and do all your work. Study, get help when you need it, and take great notes.
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