Okay so it's quite often when someone has some friends who don't know one another, or at least don't bother talking. I have a casual size group of friends, that I have known for a long time and I have a couple other friends( most of them are males) but they never used to talk because they barely knew one another. Well lately they have been nonstop texting and talking, they ignore my text for hours just to talk to each other. I don't know why this is but whenever they state they are talking to each other I feel a big ache in my heart. I had cried myself to sleep the other night because I have no clue what this feeling is or why I'm feeling it. Does this make me possesive because I don't like my female friends talking to my male friends? And I don't have a lot of male friends either, just about five. My friends have been completely ignoring me sometimes just so they have more time to talk to my male friends, am I jealous? Or what?
Sometimes I get like that. Like if I am friends with two people but they don't know eachother and then all of a sudden they act like best buddies and I'm left like HOW????? Part of what you are feeling is jealousy but it is more than that. Fair enough them all becoming friends but to just ignore you like that is pretty bad. Talk to the friend you think is most likely to listen and tell them that you feel nobody is acknowledging you and you feel isolated and sad in the group. Hopefully they will spread the word and the others will reach out to you.