I only have my two friends. I pushed everyone away with my "i hate everyone and i just wanna get out of here" attitude. I have no friends that I believe actually like me. I don't even think my two other friends like me. I feel like its out of pitty or something.
I feel the exact same way. But think about it, friends aren't everything in life. To keep yourself from being lonely, find something you like (a tv show, a singer, etc.) and get OBSESSED with it. When your obsessed, find someone else who is also obsessed, and you can talk about it, and then your friends! But don't focus your whole life on friendships. There's more important stuff to worry about.
You have to be a friend to make friends-stop hating.