> My life keeps getting worse I feel sucidial?

My life keeps getting worse I feel sucidial?

Posted at: 2014-06-09 
I'm 21 and have never had a job I been broke for three years and my mom is not giving me money anymore for anything. I can't go outside no more I have no money I have no cell phone, n friends and all I do is stay in a house all day and it's been 1,092 days in a room. I been depressed and frustrated for years I can't get a job I been trying for years I'm going to turn 22 and still no job I put applications and talk to managers every week I been trying so hard and my family calls me a bum I want to have fun in life but I have no money for clothes, food, gas, cell phone, and other things. Whats the point of living if you have no money to live life. I can't ask out a girl because I'm a bum I keep failing job surveys I live in a room all day and I want to get out and have a life but can't I have been in a room for three years since June 18 ,2011 to now I can't catch a break and I don't want to do another in a room I can't take it is like prison. I've never been on a date and have never owned a cellphone my life keeps getting worse I can't keep going like this I been praying for a job for years.
Go to the employment security commission in your town and the temp agencies.They will find you something, you may also have to go out of town to find work.Be willing to get up early and drive. check online as well, just type in job and the name of the towns you want to check in.